I know/I believe

I tell you what I do know and that is you have gone
You have gone from my physical life to my imaginary one, the one where I know you are here. The imaginary one where I know you can hold me, kiss me, love me, and make me laugh again. That imaginary one where I know everything is ok and always will be.
What I do know is that the imaginary life isn’t real,  it’s only in my dreams. I want to dream forever.

I believe you are stronger now and I believe you are reaching out to me. I believe this because our wedding song plays for all to hear when I need to you to know I am struggling. I believe one day, hopefully soon, I will be able to feel you nearby and feel you brush past me. I believe whenever I see your daughter smile, I can see your twinkle in her eyes.
I believe you are mine for always and we will be together again xx